{"id":10790,"date":"2014-01-01T04:49:50","date_gmt":"2014-01-01T09:49:50","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.planetjune.com\/blog\/?p=10790"},"modified":"2019-07-02T14:28:25","modified_gmt":"2019-07-02T18:28:25","slug":"2013-year-in-review","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.planetjune.com\/blog\/2013-year-in-review\/","title":{"rendered":"2013: year in review"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>2013 has been one crazy non-stop year! I love making these annual reports &#8211; it&#8217;s a way to take a step back and really see what I&#8217;ve achieved in the year. Until I started this post, I felt like I hadn&#8217;t accomplished much this year apart from the new book (which will unfairly count as next year&#8217;s accomplishment even though 95% of the work was completed in 2013). It turns out that&#8217;s not true at all: <\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"\/blog\/images\/2013roundup.jpg\" alt=\"2013 PlanetJune crochet patterns\" \/><br \/>\n<em>PlanetJune 2013 crochet patterns &#8211; if you&#8217;d like to make any of them this month, the <a href=\"https:\/\/www.ravelry.com\/discuss\/planetjune-crochet-designs\/topics\/2801729\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">2013 Designs CAL<\/a> starts today in the PJ rav group<\/em><\/p>\n<p>I was surprised to discover that I&#8217;ve actually published <strong>18 new crochet patterns<\/strong> &#8211; that&#8217;s about 3\/4 of my typical annual average! If I add all the patterns I&#8217;ve designed for the book (which I can&#8217;t show you yet, but there are lots!), I&#8217;ve actually designed many more patterns this year than in previous years. <\/p>\n<p>And I managed to squeeze in 9 craft projects &#8211; 6 crocheted, 2 knitted, and 1 sewn:<\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"\/blog\/images\/2013roundup_craft.jpg\" alt=\"2013 PlanetJune craft projects\" \/><br \/>\n<em>My 2013 craft projects<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>The rest of this post is long, personal, and introspective, but my life and my business are so closely tied that talking only about PlanetJune without explaining the changes I&#8217;m making for myself wouldn&#8217;t paint the real picture. I don&#8217;t like to overshare, but honesty is important &#8211; I want to explain the reasons for my big decisions. Feel free to skip it if you&#8217;re not interested!<\/em><\/p>\n<h2>Personal Report<\/h2>\n<p>2013 has been probably been the most challenging year of my life. For the past 3 years, since discovering we&#8217;d be leaving Canada for South Africa, I&#8217;ve been struggling against sickness, moving halfway around the world, culture shock, dealing with a growing business that takes more and more time, and constant other challenges that never let me take a breath. Every time one crisis was over, something else came up, but I felt like I just <strong>had<\/strong> to keep going, as there was no other option &#8211; things have to get done, and there&#8217;s nobody else who can do them.<\/p>\n<p>Well, now, I feel like I have to <strong>not<\/strong> keep going &#8211; there really is no other option. I&#8217;d like PlanetJune to be around for many years to come and that won&#8217;t happen if I don&#8217;t start looking after myself. I&#8217;ve struggled for 3 long years and that&#8217;s enough: it&#8217;s time to take care of myself.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m absolutely worn out. I&#8217;m spread far too thin &#8211; the challenges of my life take a lot of time away from my business hours, and I&#8217;ve been forced to work longer hours than I&#8217;d like while achieving less than I want to. It&#8217;s frustrating when there&#8217;s so much more I want to do, but that&#8217;s just the reality of my life. <\/p>\n<p>Taking on another book when I was already feeling very fragile (after a very tense few months of jumping through ridiculous hoops to try to get my visa renewed before it expired) wasn&#8217;t a healthy move, but you have to make sacrifices for things you really want. This was a book I really wanted to write, and an opportunity that wouldn&#8217;t come again. I&#8217;m very happy to have written it &#8211; I think it&#8217;s an amazing book! &#8211; but now it&#8217;s finished, I&#8217;m drawing the line. I can&#8217;t take on anything else, no matter how tempting. I&#8217;m not healthy and I need to change that, and I need to make time to enjoy the advantages of living in South Africa &#8211; good food, natural beauty, and wildlife galore!<\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"\/blog\/images\/2013christmasbraai.jpg\" alt=\"Christmas dinner, SA style\" \/><\/p>\n<p>We&#8217;ve already made a start on that over Christmas: a simple relaxed braai (barbecue) in our garden for Christmas, a trip to the Cape Winelands to go cherry picking; watching a sea turtle and rays being hand-fed at the aquarium; and an amazing encounter with a large troop of wild baboons (don&#8217;t worry, we were safely in the car at the time). I&#8217;ll be resurrecting my <a href=\"https:\/\/www.planetjune.com\/blog\/category\/wildlife\/\">SA wildlife photoblog post series<\/a> so you can share some of my nature encounters, starting with those baboons, coming soon \ud83d\ude42<\/p>\n<h2>Business Report<\/h2>\n<p>Despite the fact that I&#8217;ve been pulled in multiple directions this year and haven&#8217;t been able to devote anywhere near as much time to PlanetJune as I&#8217;d like, my business income has stayed on par with 2012. That&#8217;s actually a huge achievement when you consider I&#8217;ve probably spent less than half the time on it than I have in previous years.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Looking back<\/strong><br \/>\nIn 2012&#8217;s review, I said:<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>This past year, I\u2019ve worked harder than I ever have in my life&#8230; But the big goal here is worth it: to transition my business from a very hands-on one-person business to an automated one-person business, so I can spend the majority of my work time creating new designs and tutorials. I\u2019m trying to&#8230; grow past the one-person level without expanding or outsourcing. I\u2019m hoping that all my automation strategies will pay off in 2013, and I\u2019ll have a virtual assistant (in the form of my own website and systems reducing my workload) instead of having to hire an actual assistant.<\/p>\n<p>Although I anticipate another year of very hard work behind the scenes of PlanetJune, I\u2019m giving this plan one more year to succeed. If it doesn\u2019t, I\u2019d have to either find a way to scale back my business, or take on minions (unless I can come up with another alternative, as neither of those options appeal to me).<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>I still think my plan was good, but unfortunately, all the unforeseen non-PlanetJune time-grabbers that came up in 2013 mean that I&#8217;ve barely had a chance to progress with it. It looks like I&#8217;d have another year of hard work ahead to get all my ducks in a row and see if I can really make my business sustainable for the long term without overloading myself or outsourcing. But I can&#8217;t keep forcing myself to maintain the pace I have been for the past few years, so scaling back some of my ambitions is the only way I can keep going. <\/p>\n<h2>What&#8217;s next? <\/h2>\n<p>These are the absolute requirements for 2014:<\/p>\n<ul>\n<li>Get healthy<\/li>\n<li>Make time to get out and see more of South Africa<\/li>\n<li>Enjoy myself creating new designs with no time pressure<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p>And, if nothing else comes up, I hope I can manage these too:<\/p>\n<ul>\n<li>Complete the behind-the-scenes tech upgrades and pattern updates<\/li>\n<li>Continue with my pattern commissions with less-pressuring deadlines<\/li>\n<li>(Possibly) get the homepage and shop redesign completed<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p>That list encompasses<strong> so <\/strong>much less than I&#8217;d like to do, but, realistically, even that sounds like a lot to take on, and I can&#8217;t push myself hard any more. There are dozens, or possibly hundreds, of exciting design ideas floating around inside my head, and some of them are desperate to get out! I need to look after myself so I can make that happen, and start enjoying my life again.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve realised some things while working on this book: I don&#8217;t do well with deadlines. I don&#8217;t like working under pressure. I want my work to be <strong>right<\/strong>, not the best I can manage in the time available. While I&#8217;m very proud of the book, getting it to meet my standards in such a limited time pushed me almost to breaking point, and I don&#8217;t think I&#8217;ll repeat this process again. <\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m fortunate that I&#8217;m not motivated by competitiveness or money &#8211; I want the things I do to count; to hopefully make a difference to people, or at least to give me the satisfaction of having done the best I can. Of course, I&#8217;d like to make a good living too, but that&#8217;s really secondary to living a fulfilling life. <\/p>\n<p>So, I will be true to myself. I will only take on projects I really want to do. I will let go of projects that aren&#8217;t working out. I will love what I do, and if you love it too, that&#8217;s even better, but being genuine comes before anything else.<\/p>\n<p>This feels right: looking over all my designs, I feel that my work has a calm, tranquil aspect to it, and I&#8217;d like that to be a reflection of the <strong>real me<\/strong> too, not just the PlanetJune style.<\/p>\n<p>Here&#8217;s to a positive and relaxed 2014 &#8211; let&#8217;s make it a great one!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>2013 has been one crazy non-stop year! I love making these annual reports &#8211; it&#8217;s a way to take a step back and really see what I&#8217;ve achieved in the year. 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